Trust Issues

Listen I've got trust issues It must be the skunk misuse Or maybe the fact I grew up with Dogs and rats and cats In a place where they'll stab you right in the back Even when they shake your hand You got to be aware no doubt I'm para like I just jumped out Of an aircraft in a foreign land With no friendly faces around Not one So I question their energy I feel like I'm always surrounded by the enemy Scared of ghosts No the threat is the the living Feeling Serenity standing in a cemetery Without a soul to live to make my anxieties multiply While I scan this land with a soldier's eye You know why Shit that I've seen in my life I got trust issues

And who am I to trust Because I'm close to giving up Should I believe it all could change Or have I asked for too much Trust issues Along the way Trust issues I lost my faith Trust issues In people and everything I thought was safe

I don't even trust myself no more The amount that I've lied to myself in the mirror I guess words don't count for much Actions speak louder to a sinner I know this though I don't know much the devil is a woman I was dancing with her In a field full of gold till the moonlight Went and revealed her true face and figure I'm trying to see through the lies Deceit and disguise Edge of my seat all the time Drew a little loop with a line And I ain't trying to make my circle bigger Cause trust ain't easy To find some of them will never have a spine they slither Or maybe I'm bitter Either way the diagnosis says Trust issues

And who am I to trust Because I'm close to giving up Should I believe it all could change Or have I asked for too much Trust issues Along the way Trust issues I lost my faith Trust issues In people and everything I thought was safe

Faiths what you ask for I don't think I've ever laughed more Those that have faith Get left with the devil on the dance floor And I don't feel safe What do you think that I've got on my guard for I don't know who's fake And who's real How do I deal with trust issues

I got trust issues And who am I to trust Because I'm close to giving up Should I believe it all could change Or have I asked for too much Trust issues Along the way Trust issues I lost my faith Trust issues In people and everything I thought was safe

I don't know who I can trust Who I can trust no I don't know who I can trust Who I can trust no Trust issues Trust issues